Ahh I haven't been on in a while. Work has been killing. I know that nobody probably reads this stuff, but it's nice to write out my feelings. So Tomorrow, or today, because it's 1:00 am, I am meeting up with an old friend. Wellllll, I shouldn't say friend. We had a huge falling out. I loved his best friend, he loved me, everything went wrong, and boom. It was kinda horrible. I recently apologized for all the mean things I said to him, and I think I wanna start again. At first, we both liked eachother. Soo... Maybe we can again? The only thing is... He is young. Like.. 15? AGHHH. I'm 18 in a month! That's like rape! But I don't know. There is something about him that is neat that I kinda want to know BUT. He is a virgin. I never allow myself to date virgins, so I'm not sure. Ughhhh the confusion! Oh well. I need rest. Goodnight my little pizza plants!!