So I am really likin' a fella. There is only one problem... He is three years younger than me. But I mean, look at Patrick Dempsy's first marriage. I'm not sure if he has mutual feelings. I want to know though. We hungout and it was really great except I saw my ex but ya know... HOLY CRAP I RAN INTO MY EX WHILE ON A DATE. *faints*. But other than that catastrophe, I had a great time. We went out to eat, then we went bowling. And I had the worst wegie ever. And it showed. I wore white shorts and tight, black underwear and not the thing kind!! Ugh. Crys, but I just really hope he has feelings for me also. I am seriously trying to make it obvious to him but I think he might be oblivious. I kinda paid for the whole night, but I can deal. He is a babe and I like ze babe. We had a falling out around six months ago. I think I kinda broke his heart but I wrote him a low-key-he-will-never-see poem. Take a lookie..