Well it's time for a well needed vacation! I'm going up north for a week and I couldn't be more excited. My best friend Jess just moved in right next door, literally. Plus she has an 8 ft deep in-ground pool so yasss. It also looks like I dyed my hair purple. Oh! I bought a longboard and I bought Venus Fly Traps, also! So yeah. VACATION!!!
So I am really likin' a fella. There is only one problem... He is three years younger than me. But I mean, look at Patrick Dempsy's first marriage. I'm not sure if he has mutual feelings. I want to know though. We hungout and it was really great except I saw my ex but ya know... HOLY CRAP I RAN INTO MY EX WHILE ON A DATE. *faints*. But other than that catastrophe, I had a great time. We went out to eat, then we went bowling. And I had the worst wegie ever. And it showed. I wore white shorts and tight, black underwear and not the thing kind!! Ugh. Crys, but I just really hope he has feelings for me also. I am seriously trying to make it obvious to him but I think he might be oblivious. I kinda paid for the whole night, but I can deal. He is a babe and I like ze babe. We had a falling out around six months ago. I think I kinda broke his heart but I wrote him a low-key-he-will-never-see poem. Take a lookie.. Ahh I haven't been on in a while. Work has been killing. I know that nobody probably reads this stuff, but it's nice to write out my feelings. So Tomorrow, or today, because it's 1:00 am, I am meeting up with an old friend. Wellllll, I shouldn't say friend. We had a huge falling out. I loved his best friend, he loved me, everything went wrong, and boom. It was kinda horrible. I recently apologized for all the mean things I said to him, and I think I wanna start again. At first, we both liked eachother. Soo... Maybe we can again? The only thing is... He is young. Like.. 15? AGHHH. I'm 18 in a month! That's like rape! But I don't know. There is something about him that is neat that I kinda want to know BUT. He is a virgin. I never allow myself to date virgins, so I'm not sure. Ughhhh the confusion! Oh well. I need rest. Goodnight my little pizza plants!! I ordered this awesome Stella longboard last week and it still hasn't shipped!!! I'm so upset. I decided to get a longboard because I can't keep paying for gas and work is right next door. Atleast my paycheck today was hella high ^-^ Get a longboard!! They are awesome!! This is the one I ordered (: The Venus Fly Trap I've actually really been wanting one of these lately. It would go awesome in my plant collection. This is a carnivorous plant that basically traps an insect and then continues to digest it. When the trap is closed, it forms a stomach which digests the prey. This is an awesome plant for kids but seriously... Don't touch. So I've been thinking about getting some tattoos! I want to get to traditionals on both of my thighs.. And I know it's gunna hurt like hell, but.... What the hell?? Tattoos are awesome!! I'm thinking a fawn and a moth both in cherry blossom frames with a moon and sun as the charms on the bottom.. I'm still wondering if I should put words like "delicate" on one leg and "lovers" or some shit on the other. I actually like that. "Delicate Lovers". Wow. That goes! These are just some photos that inspired the design I'm going for.... Ugh. I literally have THE worst sore throat I have ever had in my life. On the pain scale? A 10. I can't even believe I am alive. I am in so much pain. I can barely breath. I can't swallow without severe pain. I want to chop my own head off. God, please HALP. Ughhhhhh. I hate being sick. I never usually am. But anyway. I have just been slumping around and about doing nothing productive as usual. Aaannnddddd I decided to buy the Kim Kardashuan game, bye. Life is slow. Nothing special goes on, really. Wake up. Go to work. Sleep for one hour. Repeat. It kinda sucks!! But more than anything being so damn lonely during this process. Ugh. Guys need to suck it up and ask for numbers already!!! I'm waiiitiiingggggg..... I know what you're thinking. Did she go skinny dipping?? Yes. Yes, I did. And it was fun. And, no, I was not alone. . . . Anywho, Today I got to see my tennis coachfor the first time in forever. He came in and was very happy to see me as I him. He asked how life after graduation was going and stuff like that, but overall it was just great seeing him. When he came in to pay for his pizza he gave me $10 and told me to come to tennis practice Tuesday at 3 o'clock. The sad part is I have to work at 3:30 on Tuesday... I am debating whether I should go I just really hope he enjoyed my pizza. Well, Nature has it's ups and downs. Recently, I have witnessed an astounding transformation. Let me know what you think. (: I think you might enjoy it. |